Saturday, October 11, 2008

Listen closely...

Reality contains dreams, fantasy and illusions.

This is a statement by me. I would refer this as right within wrong, real within unreal...anything can happen if u believe in yourself. U determine the reality that u want to live in.

My reality is full of dreams, fantasy and illusions. As crazy as it may sound, i achieve harmony in life. I have not screw things up yet.

I've been living in this world for almost 20 years. and if i'm going to live till 80 years old...it means that 1/4 of my life has passed away! the next 1/4 of my life is going to be a great challenge for me- stepping into the society, becoming a father, an artist, fighting for my dreams and goals.

My dream is always with me. It's not born in me though. I grew the dream in me. And my dream makes me who I am now. I'm already living my dream actually...to be able to draw and create. Its a very simple thing. As long as I still hav the freedom and ability to do these things, i would say my life is great already.

but there're still goals and tasks for me to fight for. To attain happiness and greater happiness in my life. Happiness- A wonderful family, stable job, good income, friends, games and sports. Greater Happiness- to put a smile on someone's face. To inspire others. To improve others. To teach and share. To make people around me happy. and that would make me really happy and fulfilled with my life.

sounds like i should be a teacher perhaps. hahaha! i shall 'teach and share' through my art works.

the general direction is set by me. I'm not lost in this big big world. cos i follow my heart. I listen to myself...what i really want. Its not really about achieving or accomplishing something, i find that its more important that you don't lose your precious time to entertain the society and gave up on what you like, your voice, your soul.

u decide the world u want to live in. seriously.

it takes a lot of brain power. and brain power is what we have. LOL!

next, lets go into some details.

I decided to stay in Singapore and self-study art, design and everything else for at least 2 years after I finish National Service. b4 i head to HK and work, I needa develop my own portforlio as an author and illustrator.... I need engage in some projects to gain some work experience in here first. My parents agreed with my plan, yay!

I've been thinking if i should go to HK and further study...to find possible working partners. but its really a time consuming, big fuss and waste money...as compared to staying in Singapore and self upgrade first...then go to HK to work and find working partners. I'm totally driven, i won't slack and fool ard in Singapore...whahaha!!!

finally, this is a post about my dream and plans. Happiness and greater Happiness. Art and soul.
not about army! cos its really hard for me to tok abt other stuff when i'm serving NS.



follow ya heart and be happy guys! :))))))))

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