i went to sch todae(tuesday)....hoping to block out some key poses for my character animation 2's assignment 1....why can't i do it at home? good question, u need to have maya 8.5 in order to read that file to animate...and well, i'm still at maya 7.0...and the latest version for maya is maya 2008....holyshit! i can't keep up! its too fast........too fast for ME! the "high technology-phobia" boy!!!
the 3d industry is definately not my playground man....though i LOVE to use the 3d cameras...theres almost zero limitation. damn nice for a undecisive storyboarder like me....hahaha...well, i'm here to record down one thing todae....an awful conclusion...i can't be an animator...i don't suit this job, this job doesn't suit me...watever....i am discouraging myself to contine working on most 3d stuff (animation, modelling, texturing, lighting etc)...the softwares/platforms are ever changing....a small change in the interface can be a BIG piece of SHIT to me....tats how sucky i am when come to handling softwares...
2 months plus didn't use maya....(if i'm not wrong, it is a 3d software....lol)....well, i kept on tabbing e spacebar to move the 3d space...OOooOooOOoops, the spacebar is for photoshop..alt is for maya....ARGH!!!!!! super frustrating....
besides my incompatencey, my assignment's model's rig is *^*^&*%*%^&* + 1 million middle fingers....i jus hate it.....although i can't do a simple rig myself...but tt rig seriously suck...how can i put in effort when the rig (the soul) of the model is sucky?.....super demoralised....i suck and the 3d model's rig sucks....nothing worse than this man....can i still be an animator? rite now...a big NO! is the answer...hopefully i will change my view on this....
ya, so todae i totally failed to animate anything...wasted one damn day...hahaha, joshua was with me n we totally got fed up by the stupid rig! end up drawing on sketchbook LOL....now i came back home feeling damn tired somehow....low morale to the max......
tomorrow will be a better dae :)
3D has 3 'D's .....xelex's definition:
Demanding
Depressing
Demonic
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